When God Writes Your Love Story: Reflection

Earlier this noon, I finally finished reading it. It took me almost 1 month to read this remarkable book. 

Actually, during my College years.....probably 7 yrs ago, I've been meaning to buy this book at the National Bookstore. But since I am just a student, the budget was tight. 

During my reading course of this book, it hit me so hard right at the very bottom of my nerves. 

Why? Because all of the things I have been experiencing now are all God's way of telling me to hold on and he is not yet done with my story.

I am surprised to know that all my conversations with God, it is the same with Eric Ludy too. What I mean is, how he talks to God and ask him about his future bride; is his future spouse waiting for him at the other end of this world? 

During my down times, when I need someone to patch me on my shoulders and say "Honey, I can see that you are tired with all the days work. I am here ready to serve you at my best." I ask God when will the time comes. 

Sometimes if I arrive at home before sunset. I will go up at the roof top of our house and stare at the wilderness. Gazing up the sky and allow my thoughts to ponder if he is really out there waiting and looking for me. What does it feel like to be around him? Is he the jolly type? What is the color of his eyes, hair and skin? Is he taller than me?  

When the moon and stars greet us once more, I busy myself inside my bedroom. Once I have this feeling that my bed is already calling me. At the back of my mind, there is this awesome man that will kiss me tenderly and convince me to go to bed. All throughout the night we will do like what the other lovers do. Tonight I am his and he is mine. 

 

I inquire about him several times if he is really out there. Then I feel God's hand over my shoulders and say "My dear one, have faith, enjoy the moment and be patient. I am not yet done. in time you will see."

Then Sis. Riss Kawpeng shares to us at the Pasig Feast, a message that I held close, "that though you are  single at this point in time. Remember that one of these days he will come to give you your precious engagement ring. The reason why he have not given it yet its because he is choosing the right ring for you."

I am turning 27 this year 2013, still patiently waiting for him. I am not after a perfect marriage nor to be brand as a perfect couple. But what I am looking forward is someone who will stand by my side and will never let go of my hand till the color of our hair turn to gray and from smooth skin to wrinkles.  Last but not the least, a marriage that God is our guide.