Many Are Called But Few Are Chosen

Now gearing up for my 30s and still single. Whenever I look back with my life as to how it lead me in a single state where I am now. I  got to admit that my parents upbringing and the early marriages happened to my cousins affect how I view relationships.

Backstreet Boys 

Way back in the 90s boy bands were at huge in the music industry. For almost a decade of my life I am big fan of Backstreet Boys. In those years I am one of the million ladies who claimed that Nick Carter was their husband.

Who would not fall for him? He has a deep blue eyes plus his endearing voice. As a fan, I followed all the updates about him everyday. If I could just glued myself up in the net just yo know the news about him I would do so. Because of him, I dreamed of migrating to the USA. But some dreams are not meant to come true. Not all fans like me are given the chance to marry their celebrity crushes. I still remember the time wherein I would wrote his surname "Carter" to my name. At that time, I told to myself it is a preparation for my future name, Mrs. Carter.

During their first two concerts in the Philippines, I cried out his name and do not even care if I would lose my voice or not. Seeing him in person made my heart go up to my throat. I even sing a long to their songs, do not bother to mention if I have a have a wonderful tone or not.

Those are the good old days. Now he is now a father and married to his wife. May they have a lasting marriage. I also hope I could finally find my bliss. Indeed, many are called but few are chosen.